*sighs* Its not too late at night. I have been sleeping pretty ok hours lately. And getting enough rest, i think. But OMG, i cant help wonder when will I stop waiting and finally get to hear some good news. *sighs* I just cant help wonder how long more will i have to wait.
I hate having to wait for anything, be it for an appointment or a movie or a call or a result. It drives me nuts. Its funny that it drives me nuts when Im always late for everything, you think I would learn to be patient when it comes to me doing the waiting.
Either way it just feels like what i wait for will never come. Just makes me feel so negative and already expecting the worse. Maybe i just have to work harder at being patient. Or maybe i have to start meditating or get a hobby that doesn’t include staring at the lappy’s screen. Maybe i just need to sleep… Night night everyone!
